How can i control my emotions..?
i gets overwhelmed by them all the time........sometimes i just get so angry over little things and take it out on those around me......it's so difficult to control them.....and i really hate it when i hurt my friends because of this...sigh..

我真希望承担着那些压力的人是我...

feels so helpless todayy..

怎 么 样 才 算 是 个 好 男 人?

isn't there any ways to keep myself away from being so possesive ..?
why do i have to see , things that i really don't want to see..every single day...?
why must i be like a f''cking green-eyed kid infront of you guys everyday..?

I just wanted to help and make you happy.

The way you look at me now
makes me appreciate what I had
our friendship was one of the best
it was so different
it stood out before the rest
I sometimes wonder what went wrong
I thought we've promised to be best friends forever
but it didn't last quite long
it was just a couple of weeks
before another tragedy had to occur
and your trust was what I held so dear
you were the one I ran to
when I felt lower than dirt
but i realized it with each passing day
being in your presence brought a smile to my face
and now that you’re not here anymore
there’s an empty hole in my heart
that no one can ever replace